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#Song: Obosh
#Artist: Jon Kabir
#Album: Abar (2008)
#Band: Black
#Lyrics-

- অবশ | লিরিক্স -

কে যেন কাছে দাঁড়িয়ে ছিলো
এখন নেই নাকি সব স্বপ্ন?
এই পথ মিশেছে দুরের কুয়াশায়

তারপর কুয়াশার মাঠে
কি এক পাখি উড়ে গেলো, চলে গেলো
শীতের রাতে এমন লগ্নে

স্থির আমি, হাঁটছে পথ
শূন্যে আমি কিংবা নই
থাকা না থাকার মাঝামাঝি

অবশ এই অনুভুতি

ডুবে যাচ্ছি অলীক ঘরে...
স্থির আমি, হাঁটছে পথ
শূন্যে আমি, কিংবা নই
থাকা না থাকার মাঝামাঝি

অবশ এই অনুভুতি

স্থির আমি, হাঁটছে পথ
শূন্যে আমি, কিংবা নই
থাকা না থাকার মাঝামাঝি

অবশ এই অনুভুতি
স্থিরররররররর...

I cannot take this anymore 

I'm saying everything I've said before 

All these words they make no sense 

I find bliss in ignorance 

Less I hear the less you'll say 

But you'll find that out anyway 

Just like before 

Everything you say to me 

Takes me one step closer to the edge 

And I'm about to break 

I need a little room to breathe 

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge 

And I'm about to break 

I find the answers aren't so clear

Wish I could find a way to disappear

All these thoughts they make no sense

I find bliss in ignorance

Nothing seems to go away

Over and over again

Just like before

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to, break

Shut up when I'm talking to you

Shut up, shut up, shut up

Shut up when I'm talking to you

Shut up, shut up, shut up

Shut up, I'm about to break!

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me

Takes me one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to break

I need a little room to breathe

'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge

And I'm about to, break

Forfeit the game before somebody else

Takes you out of the frame

And puts your name to shame

Cover up your face, you can't run the race

The pace is too fast, you just won't last

You love the way I look at you

While taking pleasure in the awful things

you put me through

You take away if I give in

My life, my pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong

(You live what you've learned)

You have to act like you're someone

(You live what you've learned)

You want someone to hurt like you

(You live what you've learned)

You wanna share what you have been through

(You live what you've learned)

You love the things I say I'll do

The way I hurt myself again just to get back at you

You take away when I give in

My life, my pride is broken

You like to think you're never wrong

(You live what you've learned)

You have to act like you're someone

(You live what you've learned)

You want someone to hurt like you

(You live what you've learned)

You wanna share what you have been through

(You live what you've learned)

Forfeit the game before somebody else

Takes you out of the frame

And puts your name to shame

Cover up your face, you can't run the race

The pace is too fast, you just won't last

Forfeit the game before somebody else

Takes you out of the frame

And puts your name to shame

Cover up your face, you can't run the race

The pace is too fast, you just won't last

You like to think you're never wrong

(You live what you've learned)

You have to act like you're someone

(You live what you've learned)

You want someone to hurt like you

(You live what you've learned)

You wanna share what you have been through

(You live what you've learned)

You like to think you're never wrong (forfeit the game)

(You live what you've learned)

You have to act like you're someone (forfeit the game)

(You live what you've learned)

You want someone to hurt like you (forfeit the game)

(You live what you've learned)

You wanna share what you have been through

(You live what you've learned)

Graffiti decorations 

Under the sky of dust 

A constant wave of tension 

On top of broken trust 

The lessons that you taught me 

I learned were never true 

Now I find myself in question 

They point the finger at me again 

Guilty by association 

You point the finger at me again 

I wanna run away 

Never say goodbye 

I wanna know the truth 

Instead of wondering why 

I wanna know the answers 

No more lies 

I wanna shut the door 

And open up my mind 

Paper bags and angry voices

Under a sky of dust

Another wave of tension

Has more than filled me up

All my talk of taking action

These words were never true

Now I find myself in question

They point the finger at me again

Guilty by association

You point the finger at me again

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind

I'm gonna run away, and never say goodbye

Gonna run away, gonna run away

Gonna run away, gonna run away

I'm gonna run away and never wonder why

Gonna run away, gonna run away

Gonna run away, gonna run away

I'm gonna run away and open up my mind

Gonna run away, gonna run away

Gonna run away, gonna run away

Gonna run away, gonna run away

Gonna run away, gonna run away

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

And open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

I wanna run away and open up my mind

I watch how the moon 
Sits in the sky in the dark night 
Shining with the light from the sun 
And the sun doesn't give light to the moon assuming 
The moon's going to owe it one 
It makes me think of how you act to me you do 
Favors then rapidly, you just 
Turn around and start asking me about 
Things you want back from me 
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger 
Sick of you acting like I owe you this 
Find another place to feed your greed 
While I find a place to rest 

I want to be in another place 
I hate when you say you don't understand 
(You'll see it's not meant to be) 
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy 
A place for my head 

Maybe someday I'll be just like you and
Step on people like you do and
Run away all the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong
Used to be generous but you should've known that you'd
Wear out your welcome now you see
How quiet it is all alone
I'm so
Sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I'm so
Sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don't understand
(You'll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Stay away
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger (stay)
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed (a-)
While I find a place to rest
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger (-way)
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place, to feed your greed (stay away from me)

While I find a place to rest

I've lied to you 

The same way that I always do 

This is the last smile 

That I'll fake for the sake of being with you 

Everything falls apart 

Even the people who never frown eventually break down 

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie 

Everything has to end 

You'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind 

The sacrifice is never knowing 

Why I never walked away? 

Why I played myself this way? 

Now I see you're testing me, pushes me away 

Why I never walked away? 

Why I played myself this way? 

Now I see you're testing me, pushes me away 

I've tried like you 

To do everything you wanted to 

This is the last time 

I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you 

Everything falls apart

Even the people who never frown eventually break down

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

Everything has to end

You'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind

The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away?

Why I played myself this way?

Now I see you're testing me, pushes me away

Why I never walked away?

Why I played myself this way?

Now I see you're testing me, pushes me away

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

(We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all unwinds)

The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you're testing me, pushes me away

Why I never walked away

Why I played myself this way

Now I see you're testing me, pushes me away

Pushes me away

What do I do to ignore them behind me? 

Do I follow my instincts blindly? 

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams 

And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? 

Do I sit here and try to stand it? 

Or do I try to catch them red-handed? 

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness 

Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness? 

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin 

I make the right moves but I'm lost within 

I put on my daily facade but then 

I just end up getting hurt again 

By myself (myself) 

I ask why (but in my mind I find) 

I can't rely on myself (myself) 

I ask why (but in my mind I find) 

I can't rely on myself 

I can't hold on 

(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

(To anything, watching everything spin)

With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm defenseless

And to go blindly seems senseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on

Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone

If I let them go, I'll be outdone

But if I try to catch 'em, I'll be outrun

If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer

Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

By myself (myself)

I ask why (but in my mind I find)

I can't rely on myself (myself)

I ask why (but in my mind I find)

I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on

(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

(To anything, watching everything spin)

With thoughts of failure sinking in

How do you think?

I've lost so much

I'm so afraid

I'm out of touch

How do you expect?

I will know what to do

When all I know

Is what you tell me to

Don't you (know)

I can't tell you how to make it (go)

No matter what I do, how hard I (try)

I can't seem to convince myself (why)

I'm stuck on the outside

Don't you (know)

I can't tell you how to make it (go)

No matter what I do, how hard I (try)

I can't seem to convince myself (why)

I'm stuck on the outside

I can't hold on

(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

(To anything, watching everything spin)

With thoughts of failure sinking in

I can't hold on

(To what I want when I'm stretched so thin)

It's all too much to take in

I can't hold on

(To anything, watching everything spin)

With thoughts of failure sinking

(It starts with one) 
One thing I don't know why 
It doesn't even matter how hard you try 
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme 
To explain in due time 
(All I know) 
Time is a valuable thing 
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings 
Watch it count down to the end of the day 
The clock ticks life away 
(It's so unreal) 
Didn't look out below 
Watch the time go right out the window 
Tryin' to hold on, did-didn't even know 
I wasted it all just to watch you go 
I kept everything inside and even though I tried 
It all fell apart 
What it meant to me will eventually 
Be a memory of a time when I tried so hard 

I tried so hard and got so far 
But in the end it doesn't even matter 
I had to fall to lose it all 
But in the end it doesn't even matter 

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mockin' me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so far
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time when I tried so hard

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn't even matter

Crawling in my skin 

These wounds, they will not heal 

Fear is how I fall 

Confusing what is real 

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface 

Consuming, confusing 

This lack of self control I fear is never ending 

Controlling 

I can't seem 

To find myself again 

My walls are closing in 

(Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced 

That there's just too much pressure to take) 

I've felt this way before 

So insecure 

Crawling in my skin 

These wounds, they will not heal 

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me

Distracting, reacting

Against my will I stand beside my own reflection

It's haunting

How I can't seem

To find myself again

My walls are closing in

(Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced

That there's just too much pressure to take)

I've felt this way before

So insecure

Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

Crawling in my skin

These wounds, they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing, confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface

Consuming (confusing what is real)

This lack of self control I fear is never ending

Controlling (confusing what is real)

I woke up in a dream today 

To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor 

Forgot all about yesterday 

Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore 

A little taste of hypocrisy 

And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react 

Even though you're so close to me 

You're still so distant and I can't bring you back 

It's true 

The way I feel 

Was promised by your face 

The sound of your voice

Painted on my memories

Even if you're not with me

I'm with you

You now I see

Keeping everything inside (with you)

You now I see

Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back

We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still

Fine line between this and that

When things go wrong I pretend that the past isn't real

Now I'm trapped in this memory

And I'm left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react

So even though you're close to me

You're still so distant and I can't bring you back

It's true

The way I feel

Was promised by your face

The sound of your voice

Painted on my memories

Even if you're not with me

I'm with you

You now I see

Keeping everything inside (with you)

You now I see

Even when I close my eyes

I'm with you

You now I see

Keeping everything inside (with you)

You now I see

Even when I close my eyes

No, no matter how far we've come

I can't wait to see tomorrow

No matter how far we've come I

I can't wait to see tomorrow

With you

You now I see

Keeping everything inside (with you)

You now I see

Even when I close my eyes

With you

You now I see

Keeping everything inside (with you)

You now I see

Even when I close my eyes

Why does it feel like night today? 

Somethin' in here's not right today 

Why am I so uptight today? 

Paranoia's all I got left 

I don't know what stressed me first 

Or how the pressure was fed 

But I know just what it feels like 

To have a voice in the back of my head 

Like a face that I hold inside 

A face that awakes when I close my eyes 

A face watches every time I lie 

A face that laughs every time I fall 

(And watches everything) 

So I know that when it's time to sink or swim 

That the face inside is here in me 

Right underneath my skin 

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

I know I've got a face in me

Points out all my mistakes to me

You've got a face on the inside too

And your paranoia's probably worse

I don't know what set me off first

But I know what I can't stand

Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is

I can't add up to what you can

But everybody has a face that they hold inside

A face that awakes when I close my eyes

A face watches every time they lie

A face that laughs every time they fall

(And watches everything)

So you know that when it's time to sink or swim

That the face inside is watchin' you too

Right inside your skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The face inside is right beneath your skin

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

The sun goes down

I feel the light betray me

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath the skin

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back

It's like a whirlwind inside of my head

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within

It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

Woh rang bhi kya rang hai 

Milta na jo tere hoth ke rang se hubahu 

Woh khushboo kya khushboo 

Thehre na jo teri saanwari zulf ke rubaru 

Tere aage ye duniya hai pheeki si 

Mere bin tu na hogi kisi ki bhi 

Ab ye zaahir sar-e-aam hai, elaan hai 

Jab tak jahaan mein subah shaam hai 

Tab tak mere naam tu 

Jab tak jahaan mein mera naam hai 

Tab tak mere naam tu 

Uljhan bhi hoon teri 

Uljhan ka hal bhi hoon main 

Thoda sa ziddi hoon 

Thoda pagal bhi hoon main 

Barkha bijli baadal jhoothe 

Jhoothi phoolon ki saugatein 

Sacchi tu hai saccha main hoon 

Sacchi apne dil ki baatein 

Dastkhat haathon se haathon pe kar de tu 

Naa kar aankhon pe palkon ke parde tu 

Kya ye itna bada kaam hai, elaan hai 

Jab tak jahaan mein subah shaam hai 

Tab tak mere naam tu 

Jab tak jahaan mein mera naam hai 

Tab tak mere naam tu 

Mere hi ghere mein ghoomegi har pal tu aise 

Sooraj ke ghere me rehti hai dharti ye jaise 

Paayegi tu khudko na mujhse judaa 

Tu hai mera aadha sa hissa sadaa 

Tukde kar chaahe khaabon ke tu mere 

Tootenge bhi toh rehne hain woh tere 

Tujhko bhi toh ye ilhaam hai 

Elaan hai